5th Jan 2010 : Our Breakup

I don't know what time you came to my house, but I cried till 5pm. I thought i held up pretty well after dinner, till i came home saw your purple toothbrush and puked.

I can't believe we are over. We were so happy in Haji Lane just a few days ago.

I miss you so much already. It hurts so bad. You are hurting too and I can make it all better but you just won't let me.

What am I supposed to do? Why can't you just figure things out with me by your side? Why is this so hard?

I hate the fact that all those assholes were right. That we never stood a chance.

I believed we did. I believe we still have got a chance together.

I just ripped off the G-mask off my phone. I want to rid of everything that reminds me of you. But there are just too many things. Half the clothes i wear were bought by or with you. I have no dress sense without you.

I'm so loss. You are too. We were good together.