MuN's Happenings: 03/01/2008

25/10/95 - 27/03/08

To my Dearest Chessy,

You are the sweetest dog ever. I trust you more than most of the people that have come and gone into my life.

You are just a dog to many, but not to me. You are family and your big heart brought so much joy to our family.

I'm sorry I have not given you all the time and attention you wanted and deserved. I promise to make it up to you by being there with the other 3.

As with people, there are many dogs out there, but you are special. YOU ARE OUTSTANDING. Everybody that spent 2 minutes with you knew that. I hope you know that you are special.

I miss you and love you Chessy. I will always remember you and it'll be painful for me whenever I see another wheezy overweight cream coloured pom. :)

I know that where you are at, there will be no more burdens and sufferings you felt in life.

Take care and I hope that if I am eligible for heaven, I'll see you again.

Rest in peace my ole' baby girl . . .

I'll catch a glimpse of you in my dreams. . .

Miss you baby . . .

哪里有彩虹告诉我

能不能把我的愿望还给我

为什么天这么安静

所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我

释怀说了太多就成真不了

也许时间是一种解药

也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着

你的身影这么近我却抱不到

没有地球太阳还是会绕

没有理由我也能自己走

See you in a few days k? Still miss you though....

Still Love you though...

Happy 9th Month Anniversary Baby!

Found this photo. A bit blur but we look so LOVELY TOGETHER!
Miss you tons and tons baby! I love you. Had a bad dream last night, but looking at your picture made me a whole lot better. I'm sorry our 9th Month Anniversary will seem like just another day for us. But I know that i'll feel happier today. I know that I've got many many more anniversaries to look out for. I know that i love you much more and more!

9 Months ago you said yes to me. And I made a promise to myself to remember every month of this day till our 1 year anniversary. I made a promise to love you. To care for you and to make you happy. To make you smile at least once a day.

I know i haven't broken those promises so far. . . and i intend to keep those promises for as long as we have on earth.

I love you my sweet!

I'm on Brisbane time now...

My 1st day here. Feel so far away from home. Sights smells and sounds seem so foreign. Woke up to the squawks of parakeets/lorikeets. Even the crows sound different.

Bern posted this on my facebook.

Time passes so fast. It just feels as though u came back from London not long ago. haha. NS.. gone in a blink of an eye and now your down under. Anyway, thank you for accepting who i am for whatever weirdness and odd character that i have and understanding and knowing me so well for the past decade and I no longer see u as my best friend and more of an elder brother. I've learn quite a fair bit from you and dex in many ways. Without you 2, I would never be where i am now. Thank you for being there for whatever reasons there may be. We do not know what the future will be like, but i do know that, in my eyes and my mind, you will forever be my brother. Nothing can change that fact. Study hard and come back soon!

Asshole...already know that i'm emotional and stuff! *sniff* LOVE YOU TOO BROTHER!

Went grocery shopping. Still haven't fully unpacked. My bed is not even made. At least my webcam is finally working! Can't stop thinking of home. Not really looking forward to tommorrow. Don't really want to start studying, yet its the only reason i'm here.

Is chasing this dream so worth it? I could have been home working and earning. With my family. I felt guilty for not spending enough time with brother bern and dex. Felt guilty for not spending enough time with my mom. Very guilty for ignoring Tiny. Must make up for it.

Can't help feeling selfish for pursuing this dream. All the money spent. All the tears lost.

My sis tells me that you spend more time at work than with your family. So i have to pursue this dream and so i can wake up everyday, eager to be a vet. I know i will. I want to be and will be so happy to be a vet. But i really don't want to work most of my life. Life is too short to neglect the ones you love.

I'll find my balance in a few weeks. Don't want to stop missing home though. Want to think of you every second of the day so that i'll dream of you at night.....

Love you and miss you.
yar...you too bro...

:)

On my miserable day. My honey told me this...

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your lovely smile and the warmth of your hugs and kisses in the deepest part of my soul.
I will never leave you for You are everywhere I go my sweet.
Missing you lots.